Concerning, is it not?
How a few humans are so triggered by the word that they had to come up with something called ‘unalive’ to bypass the internet filters.
Was watching the Korean series 'parasite: the grey' based on one of my favourite anime 'parasite the maxim'. Yet again I'm stuck with the dilemma how every creature wants to live (humans do too) despite the immense hardships they have to cross. Then why are some humans cursed with the thought of killing oneself so much so that many of them succeed? Is it not totally against evolution that says we must live and propagate? Or is was that some law humans imposed upon nature cause we can't really deal well with the deaths of our loved ones?
I have always been in awe with the perseverance of humans who fight till their last breath and I have one question would you have fought knowing what the future holds? Victor Frankl, the renowned holocaust survivor noted in his book 'The man's search for meaning': having a "why" helps endure any "how," that life centers on a quest for meaning rather than pleasure, and that suffering can find meaning through sacrifice. Additionally, he viewed love as transcending the physical to reach the inner self, describing it as the salvation of humanity. If people in Nazi camps had a why, then why can't I find my 'why'?
I believe I have all the basic necessities a human needs-- food, shelter, etc. then why at times my brain goes - it'd be nice if lightning struck me now. Maybe there were people in those camps too who took their own life but we don't hear about them mainly cause there's no one to tell their story and since it's not an act of surviving humankind didn't find it memorable enough to have books written on them. Maybe I should read Frankl's book, will that help me find meaning to my own life? I know deep down it won't. Such a tedious thing life is, isn't it?